jack parsons...

xxx

but this is neither about him, nor me, or god or the devil. though we're all connected in the currents of atomic attraction...

I flip burgers for this grill in town. 

before that I bussed dishes and before that I worked for this retired judge chronicling his demonic channeling until his soul and body were burnt in the abyss....

it happens more than you might think.

(looking at customer dressed as goth)

I try not to draw attention to myself anymore. I already I know too much... others can sense it too...

(next customer is a cop)

and I don't drink smoke cigarettes either.

cut to:

pouring beer for cop

but I've drank virgin daughter's blood with his sergeant and officials on more than one occasion.

and maybe he knows that. I doubt it.

either way, I see their faces everyday.

so I try not to jaywalk

I fill out my tax returns

and I keep the noise down so my landlady doesn't get suspicious of my tinfoil covered walls.

cut to:

outside smoking a joint, whitebutton shirt black tie.

but it'd take a lot more than babylon to stop me from smoking herb I'll tell you that.

(image of the atomic cosmos)

it's amazing how magnetic and fragmented mass is in the universe. how matter combines and separates

I bring this up only because it relates to a woman I met yesterday, buzzer 33, order of calamari and a salad, a single glass of Chardonnay.

the first rule of mkultra is you do not bring up mkultra. if you do the victims were brainwashed to commit suicide upon hearing the triggerword.

I didn't mention anything to her.

but still she must have sensed it. for some reason she felt the necessity to be there, that night. where I was, at my register. why?

and she kept goin on, about her fathers military base and inside or out of the box until my boss asked her to move for the next person and she said they cant stop me from being me they can try to keep me quiet, keep me from saying what happened but they can't stop me from being ca they?

she looked like the type. sure she was crazy now, but at one point a beautiful little blonde. the fruit of the youth. something committee artichoke was so drawn to. fuckin nazi's.

I only wished she hadn't sensed me out at work.

(hes' cleaning counter after work. the boss looks at him and shakes his head)

its always stuff like that... I'm probably going to have to quit now. it's really hard to keep hidden. once they get a new perspective like that they can't stop questioning until they see past the bullshit.

BOSS RALPH

hey tomorrow I want you behind the register. it's just the graveyard shift anyway so you shouldn't be too overwhelmed. besides your ready.

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okay.

msybe I was just being paranoid...

)________

on his way home from work at night. he's kicking a plastic bag in the wind.

he meats someone who warns him of the future and gets him back in the game, probably having to do with the women he met.

the next night during the graveyard shift all

eventually he saves his boss's life by hammering 8 chopsticks.into the chest of a blind chinese vampire.

________

somehow I'm always getting into trouble...

(during a baptism ceremony, the minister is saying all sorts of muted preaches)

eventually he asks if he is ready to give up all sin and be washed clean to live a holy life

-okay

he's fully dunked under water and baptised

...

-well, they say you can't have one without the other...